SHOULD I expect something for only one reason?

Salam and have a nice thurs all ;)

guys, my results are coming out on this weekend. arrrgghhh. oh no! for now i can feel the smell of envy to other peeps who get the higher results. then for sure i'm keep on thinking and questioning myself why i couldnt get what they get. atia, just stop to think kinda something that weird. haha. i'm totally do not expect anything. normally, the things we do not expect, happen more frequently than we wish. i just dnt wanna feel down if i dont get the results that i dream for. i just live frugally on surprise. i think thats most better. hopefully everything gonna be okay. dear results, please please please and please dont let me down. i can only hope for the best. i think my parents and bubu are going to expect a lot from me, as they should. quite nervous if i couldnt give them as best as what they expect me to be. my goal was just to learn and study hardly. i didn't ever expect to be a best student or famous among peers. i wanted to be a person who get a good outcomes because of working harder not just get something easily without giving my own efforts. the harder i work the more i have of it. thats what i want. its simple, never expect people to treat u any better than u treat urself. usually, if i feel down on my luck, i just check back the level of efforts given. for sure, to get a good results, i have to sacrifice more, but this is not a requirement of success, it is a requirement of achieve good at something that i want to achieve. guys, pray for me ya! Yaa Almighty, please help me to attain my dreams and needs that i long for. aminn ;) odioss guys, love and peace ya [V] ;*

Lots of love,
-Atia-