ATIA keep on rocking with her diary! ;]

Salam and greetings to the world citizen! happy monday everyone! smile ;) tajuk kali ni adelah bersifat sedikit sarcasm. but not referring to any particular person but myself. actually currently i tak ada minat terbaru or experiencing something extra-ordinary so less story to share. meaning, this blog akan back to format journal harian @ diari. how boring atiaaa~...yes! sorry but i do not care (campak botol byk2) -DIARY ACTIVATED- wuhhu ;)))) depends on classes jugak. yaa senang i nak curi line at campus wakaka. i pay for it what. sooo just shut up ur mouth. lolz. do i care if the management here is like sucks? u are not my other half. so, dont u ever2 obstruct me to do what i wanna do. if u brave enough. try me! i will shot u back! padan muke! ;p

today i feel like i am 16 again. hahaha. but i always feel that way when i'm with him (mr. bubu) ;) well. i pretend to be what i'm not. but as a human being, i can't never like what i dislike or dislike what i like. so there u go, the unsolved problems. i keep arguing, but i don't know. who am i trying to convince. is it the other party? or myself. today i comfort myself by telling my decisions are right. every decision i made is right. but why i always feel skeptical about it. why i need explainations for every act i take. love isn't easy. no one tells that. so, every single "isn't easy" thing needs sacrifice n u have to fight for it. never give up. yes!

love made some people no human. jealousy, greedy, ungrateful, rivalry, self-centred etc. cuz love has no training. love is only a feeling. feeling that controls by heart, minorly.. mind. again, am i talking about myself. ;) yaa, right now. missing bubu, makes me feel like going crazy. meroyan! haha. love should make oneself feels secure. securely positioned. but what happens if everyday is another race and worries? 

last but not least, i'm not an expert. been there.

if love has no end, then how could the lovers end?

OMG, do i look so mulut murai? too much speak off something that yaa not the most important part for me now. gosh! i lead an unorganized life once again is it hard for me to live without a family here. or maybe i am too family oriented person? alone and loneliness once they come..why they'll stop by lama2? why can't they just leave sooner.. like happiness and laughters always do? [sometimes loneliness is more loyal companion than laughters and joy] 

just merepek,
-Atia-